Hello the internet. Things have changed, update yourself and be made aware. Well the year is coming to an end so i thought i would at the very least review on this the year of impulse in the loss of our lord 2008. Things have been flowing differently in the verse. Business is booming books being closed books being opened again. And by god if i don't seem to have a sense of hope that's been missing from my life for the last year. When you roll with everything that life hands you 9 times out of 1o unfortunately its the negative which seems to prosper with the most relative ease. However sometimes you can't avoid good things its just the universes way of making sure the shit doesn't get to heavy. I've broken things off with my fiance. Unfortunately things just weren't working out, in the end I'm somewhat sad to see it all come to an end but at the same time this is going to give me a lot more time to really get myself under control. Things were getting a tad out there for a while. So I'm hoping to eventually get my life back together and hopefully start this whole tattoo thing. I left the sign dancing gig and decided to go back to warehousing. Sure its cold but at the same time working in a produce warehouse. I have open access to fresh produce and 40 hours a week so there. I'm worried that the sate of the mental condition in my extended network is deteriorating but at the same time you look far enough back in this journal you will start to sense a reoccurring theme. The world reacts in waves and history will inevitability repeat itself so unless you really enjoy remixes try to draw yourself away from the routine. Especially with these changing times. Obama president equal doom saith the blore. strangely enough i believe this may be closer and closer to the truth. I have become an observer no longer acting as the catalyst in social and moral situations rather being the cartographer shaping the decisions and actions of others can prove to both be a lucrative franchise and a decent hobby to pass the time.

What if i was to tell you internet land that i may have in fact found my purpose in life. So strange that i should find such a thing so early in life indeed but at the same time through reasonable certainty i can say that i may in fact be put on this earth to cause chaos to bring about discontentment and action through others. I personally enjoy the though of being the catalyst for a person. Driving them to action or defeat either way i win because there movement has prolonged my usefulness. gotta keep this l;lazy old world rolling. Because sometimes it seems it just won't move on its own. Far to heavy in my opinion. Especially for the kiddies these days poor sons of bitches walking into a system which is telling them that they will be unsuccessful. Its a cold fucking world.

I'm thinking about writing my masters thesis on the behavior and attitudes compare and contrast between pack man ghosts and the USSR a thriller watch out for it in the times mother fucker

Well as far as the next year is concerned i think I'm finally gonna be able to put my movie together i may start posting the script however i don't necessarily know if i want you to see it yet until shit percolated how i like it. not to mention i should hopefully be coming together with the recently reunited lov crew and trying to come up with a stage show and trying to jump on some of the more hibernating plans that we've been working on over the course of the last few years. I'd really like to see some of that shit get done finally its been far to long. Such is the way unfortunately though when the vast majority of your projects are half finished and your production company is spread out across the greater Midwest. Hopefully however you will be seeing more lov productions in the near future. hoping

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